True to my name

Blue.
My name,
I thought of it,
As just a color, a word,
Never much anything else.

And then you came along....
There has never been a time,
Where my name has been as true as this time.
I finally saw the truth,
The light behind my own.
Sadness....
That's what has happened,
And what it has brought me.

For this is the moment,
I can truly call my darkest.
The day you shut me out,
Why'd you let go....?
I'm nothing without you,
I feel nothing but sorrow and anguish,
During the times you don't cross my mind,
Or pass by my path.

How can you not see!
How can you not hear!
About how much I love you!
I'm tired of being alone.
I've grown too weary of crying.
Things have gotten worse,
Further down the road.
If things were at their darkest before,
Then what do I call this?
The nightmare that curses my mind....
I've lost you,
We've fallen apart,
You've said it....
But why can't I bear....
To say....



Goodbye.